So as I left things last time I was due to be seen by my consultant 24 October
Monday I get a phone call from his secretary 👨💼 “can you come next week the 17th – “ gives me times and tells me he’ll work round whatever is easy for me
I ask is there a problem she says it’s best till I see Simon (my consultant)
So now I’m worrying , does he think it’s cancer ? Has he seen something else on the results that shouldn’t be there ? What is it
Of course the worrying leads to stress which leads to not sleeping 💤
If anyone has a definition of dreams involving needing a toilet when I do manage to sleep 💤 these happen on a regular basis but it’s only been since the results were told to me
So I’m counting down the days ……….